Queenie ([info]astrabellaluna) wrote,
@ 2009-01-05 23:38:00
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Lord, again, I'm coming to You for this.
Dear Lord,

I do come to You every morning and night and on random moments during my day. I pray over every meal, every test, every ride back home. And since the time I can remember, I know that You have always watched over me like You do to everybody else. I know that this world is asking for cure and happiness. Hands down, it has bigger problems than mine. But Lord, knowing You well, You won't miss out a single person in this world. So my problem may just be an ant when placed beside the world's adversaries but... Lord... I'm coming to you again for this.

I remember a year ago, my dreams went down the drain. It all went away just like that. But along the way, I saw what You wanted for me. And I believe that whatever You wanted me to learn then, I already have now.

And maybe You saw that this time, I deserve my dreams. So You were the one to pick those dreams up again for me. Now, I'm back to chasing it again...

Lord, I have done what I could. I'm doing what I can. And I ask you this, just this one Lord... UP. I really want to go to UP and I know no school will ever hold my heart this way. Just this dream, Lord. Just this one.

People who use LJ may not read my entries but I know You do.

Thank You, Lord.

Love, Queenie


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[info]jennysolikeme
2009-01-06 07:13 am UTC (link)
Queenie.

1. How I remember that day a year ago. SEE Marikina pa natin nun.
2. I need to talk to you about something. Like this and very like this.
3. I wanna get out of UST na talaga.
4. Did you know that we have 36* days remaining for school.
5. My sadness in school is coming back.
6. I REALLY NEED TO SEE YOU.

*ESTIMATED WITHOUT FINALS, PRELIMS AND WEEKENDS.

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[info]astrabellaluna
2009-01-06 01:29 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, I do. The night after SEE. I was hoping for my name to be there but it just was not there. But then, I think, if God had it in another way, I would know less now. And yes, I always prefer knowing better. :)

TEXT MO KO PLES. Ayan ayos na phone ko massave ko na mga number niyo haha.

And I read this... I have two main reasons that could make me stay in UST, my friends and my grades. I have great friends around and they make things a whole lot easier. And my grades, they're good. Pero alam mo kung bakit hindi nila ako mapastay? Kasi alam ko kung nasaan yung puso ko. So you have to find that place when it's not yet too late. You pray for it. You think about it. Had my heart been in another, I would not be fighting for UP like this. But I am because I know that wherever I go, UP will always be my UP, my dream. So you have to find that abode for your heart too.

I will talk to you. Will always be here :)

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[info]jennysolikeme
2009-01-06 02:43 pm UTC (link)
Oh Queenie. I DO KNOW WHERE I COULD FIND MY HAPPINESS.

I just need some motivation to do well in school.
And apply that motivation to my studies.
And pass all my exams.
All quizzes.
Have a high grade.
TRANSFER.

That's the only thing I need, motivation.
Not a lover or whatever, but anything that would motivate me.

I swear Queenie, tamad na tamad na ako school. :| I wanna get out!! GRABE.

I MUST SEE YOU! I'LL IM YOU FOR MY NUMBER. :)

GOODLUCK WITH UP. I will also try in UP pero malabo sya eh. Kaya si Plan b yung ttry ko talaga. :| Although my dream is in UP, medyo.... mahirap lang. :|

IM na kita ngayon.

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[info]behardcore
2009-03-07 04:35 pm UTC (link)
Awwww Ate Queenie :( Don't worry, I think you deserve to go to UP. I know you're very talented and you've wanted this badly.

I'm feeling it na, being third year and all. I really want to go to UP badly too. :( Like, you can never ever see yourself in any other school but UP. :| and it will always just be like that, no matter what :(

I MISS YOU.

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[info]astrabellaluna
2009-03-08 05:09 am UTC (link)
MARIAAAAA!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!

You can do it. Hold on to your dreams if you know it is worth it :D Okay? Hope to see you in Diliman. :)

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[info]behardcore
2009-03-07 04:39 pm UTC (link)
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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