Queenie ([info]astrabellaluna) wrote,
@ 2009-01-02 03:28:00
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Just Asking
How come I never moved you to write something for the world to read about me? (Siguro naman kasi, Queenie, mas na-move NIYA yung love of your life mo.)

How come, when she chose to leave you behind, in your every word and every frkn online blog entry, there was this need for her? And more painful to accept, even with your words, you were running after her. (Queenie naman kasi baka hindi ka kawalan.)

Why am I jealous of a year-old story, of a girl forgotten by the past year? (Queenie kasi alam mong... hindi ka niya mahal tulad nung SA KANYA. Hindi ka naman si Patricia Beatrice. Hindi ka niya kayang mahalin ng bonggang-bongga.)


I think I have turned into a schizo myself.  Why answer my own questions, you may ask? Because it's better, I think, to answer my own questions with the facts that I have than hear her say them to me herself.

Mas masakit yun.

Okay I feel stupid. And and and... I feel like I'm crazy.

Okay lang LJ naman to. NO ONE CARES TO READ. :> (PLEASE PLEASE SANA WAG MO NANG PUNTAHAN TONG SITE NA TO)




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